ok im making a post about this, im making a promise to myself i'm going to end this. im better than this and i deserve better than this, and i need to stop making this situation in my head diffrent than it actually is in reality. i am so stupid i am human

i keep forgetting im human

but

i just want to cry

i refuse to let this happen to me again, im going to watch girls, get high, listen grimes, & sleep.


monday
work & mountair

tuesday
school & smith westerns

wed
(just decided im taking myself to the getty) & kitty pryde

thursday
work

friday
mountair & work


its going to be o k a y