i drove to beach and stood there alone just staring out into the ocean. i started crying, i swear to god i was just taken back by how beautiful nature is and how lovely the beach was. i wanted to be there forever and take it all in. i walked around and was just observing the surfers and thinking about how wonderful their connection with the ocean must be. i didnt go in but i tired to just ~be in the moment and forget about all my stupid problems. sadly reality hit and i had to go home. im gonna watch parks and rec, shower, go to my sisters open house and then smith westerns with john!!! (mark and adam will be there hehe)

im so exciteeeeeeed~!!!!!