if theres anything that i hate more than being lied to its looking stupid )))):

BUT apart from that!!


today i spent the whole day with erik, i came over and i just slept on his bed and we watched part of ghost world and went to the northridge mall~  i love him so much and im glad he's my best friend. its so crazy to me how a year ago we were seniors and all we did was complain about our lives, both didnt drive, never got to really hang out or do anything and now its the complete opposite. i remember never wanting to be his friend and hating him but he was so persistant and idk he's always been there for me in the weirdest ways. friendships are so wonderful and im always amazed when i look back how much has changed and how back then i never thought my life would be like the way it is now. i finally get to drive places alone, visit people, drive out to places alone, wear what i want and just be more of who i want to be. idk why all of this is making me so sad, i feel as if i can see myself really getting older and its not as bad but its also so scary how things change so fast and one day im walking down the st to the bus stop in the middle of the valley and the next im driving down sunset alone. time is so scary and it makes me happy and sad, feelings feelings feeeeelings~
<3
i also go this pretty eyeliner today!!!