i want a giant poster of this in my room

tomorrow im going to perform for julies birthday and im actually a bit nervous since there's going to be more than just my friends there and there are good bands playing that practice all the time and i guess im just letting these feelings get to me. ive been listening to grimes so much lately, i hope she plays los angeles soon. her music has come to mean so much to me, when you listen to the lyrics in her music they're so much more relatable than you'd think. ughhh i wish i could hide under my blanket and just sleep all day. i hate when my anxiety takes over. and then sundaaay ahhh sunday fuck.