im really happy i saw kitty perform last night. i went completely alone which i think made it a little better and i just ended up really enjoying her performance and i talked to her after and it made me soososos happy!!! 

today i was supposed to work in the day time but i guess im closing which is ok because i dont mind ~_~ its a thursday night so it should be slow and i closed the other night and it was ok!!! hopefully it'll be as easy as it was last time. i get out at 12 and usually i would visit a friend of mine but i think its best i stop doing that and just take the freeway home to avoid temptation. maybe ian will come in and we can exchange emails!! i want to be his friend, and i think the fact that i havent seen him as often has really helped me to balance my feelings. 

ALSO 

i found out last night the drums are playing in june and josh and i are going to go and wait all day to see them perform!!!! i really love their music and i think they have a timeless sound, im so sososoooo exciteeeed!!! 

im so thankful that i've gotten to see people perform in the last week and i just remembered beach fossils is this sunday!!!!!