there's something so beautiful and timeless about this band. they're all i've been listening for the last couple months. i feel that whenever i enter a new stage of my life there's always a band that i obsess over and right now its the velvet underground. they influence the way i see life aswell as the way i dress and carry myself. it makes a lot of sense since i've been choosing to just socially stray away and just keep to myself and try to really focus on "growing up". some of their lyrics are sad and often times take me to dark place and trigger feelings and thoughts that are a bit confrontational in the most beautiful way. i just wish i could express my love for them and scream to the top of my lungs "I LAAAAAVEE YOUUU VELVET UNDERGROUND BEST BAND AAAAVAAAARRRR" like a five year old and dance with myself in my room without appearing like a total weirdo. 

p.s i love them so much i bought a poster of them ((which is very rare that i'll spend money on something like a posterllololol))

anyways my goals for the next couple days are as follows;

-read more

-finish xmas shopping (i bought gawbys gift and its the best one everrr <3)

-wear more knee high socks 

-save my moneys

-work work work on my projects!

-try to make ian be my actual friend heheheh