holiday party!

((john received fifty shades of grey from katie, me caught in the act of eating and laughing, gawby laughing))

((i was andrie's secret santa! hehe, mikey laughing, bayo wearing a hat))

((drunk,drunk, mikey))

((robyn being robyn~, bryce drunk [or in the process of getting there], katie being katie~))

                                                    

                                                    ((joshua dean and i))

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((gawby, bayo, josh, john, laura, bryce, josh, andrie, oksana, hugo, paris, mikey, robyn, katie, julie and i))

my friends and i had a holiday party held my dear friends johns house. we all had a secret santa and exchanged gifts. it was one of the most memorable holiday experiences i've had. im not a big holiday person and i find it hard to get into the holiday spirit however that night i had so much fun being with everyone else i finally got a sense of holiday and the thankfulness you have for your friends, the kind you only hear about in cheesy holiday movies. i dont know what i'd do without my friends im so thankful for them and all the memories we've had this past year~ its crazy how everyone important in my life has come from outside of school experiences and no one from high school has proven to really be a part of my life. ((except for joshua~)) 2012 has been a crazy year, i've learned so much about myself and really started to take responsibility. i got a job that i've had for more than two months now, i've found a group of friends that i really care for and can be myself around, i started to become comfortable with the idea of "growing up and being a woman~" all i can say is that i still have work to do and change but for the most part i am so happy about this past year and i love everyone that's taken a part of my life.