my grandama died today so i called out of work and i've slept all day ((literally all day)) i've experienced death before but not like this, maybe its cause grandamas represent kindness and lovelyness and being spoiled endlessly and mine was so far away and i havent visited her in so long. this morning when i saw my missed call and i swear i just knew it was for that reason, last night too i felt this energy and i feel like she talked to me last night through my dream. maybe because of that i feel sad but i feel connected to her like she sees me now always. it sounds silly but its just this energy that i feel around me, i miss her so much but im really am thankful that her beautiful spirit is in a better place now.