went to la zine fest with clara! and then went around the booths a couple times it was so lovely i got ian this free zine that i hope he likes and a bunch of feminist stuff. everything was so nice looking and after i drove to parus the indian restaurant ian told me about. it was so delicious and good, i daydreamed about when he comes in and wondered where he sits and what he orders. my stepmom joined me and we just talked for a bit then i drove home and my friend who i had been waiting to call me all day texted me saying he forgot and if i still wanted to hang out. i was a little bothered since i felt ~forgotten it was just a little inconsiderate that all day i anticipated his phone call and so im still debating whether we should hang out, i look good right now and my make up is still fresh but i kinda wanted to stay up and watch girls and just relax. also idk if i posted this but the most recent girls episode was so good, lena does this mini explanation of every episode and she talked about how in the last one she enters a fantasy of what she wants her life to be like. have an older man love her, respect her and be happy and i just related to it so much. i loved the actors performance and he's pretty well known i think its patrick wilson ? and then a few days ago when i was walking up the st from my work going to buy fries i saw him and it was so funny since the night i watched that episode my exact thoughts were "if i see patrick wilson im going to tell him that episode he did in girls was by far my favorite of the whole season and it means so much to me". but since he was busy i didnt want to bother him but its so funny how life works and energy. maybe i'll see him again at that little cafe french place. anyways my room is weirdly clean but there still stuff in places it shouldnt be but oh well. yuck tomorrow i work!