so im switching out the pastry case, trying to finish it as fast as i can so i can go on my lunch and just as i had finished mentioning to my co worker that i miss ian i realize he was in line!!!! he was wearing this cute button up shirt and i was just taken back by the fact for the last two or three days i started to feel like he was just a fantasy boy that i had made up in my head since it felt like i would never see him again. i walked around to the other side of the case to where he was in line and making sure i didnt acted like i didnt notice him i put the labels infront of the pastries and then i just walked back to put away the old cases and i called out this sandwhich since he was on the other side waiting. and i talked to him saying hey how are you and he told me that band i had mentioned to him was playing amoeba and he had thought of me and he came in the other day to mention it but didnt see me. just knowing that he had taken the time to think of me, made me almost faint. after all these weeks that i just kept thinking god this dream boy doesnt even know who i am turns out does!!!! this whole post sounds so ~tweenish~ but thats exactly how i feel. he just looked so cute and wonderful in his white button up that made him look extra babe and his constant moving side to side was just so precious i couldnt help but to just smile. <3____<3 i would of totally asked him out (kinda) if my co worker who is a total snob  wasnt working on bar. darrrrn, but i did ask where he had been and he said he hadnt been getting coffee for a while which i was happy to know i wasnt just missing him and now i know he'll be coming in more!!! wow im so happy!!!!


((also good things are coming to me i feel it, + im seeing fidlar again tonight !!! ))