my stepmom and i always talk about ian and she's really intuitive and so far we know a bit about him. she says she feel im going to have a boyfriend when im 19 and doesnt think its ian and that makes me sad but also happy at the same time. im sure people who read this think im just some weird creepy obsessive girl but if you guys just knew, i know ian is this special human being who has intentions and is so lovely and beautiful. he just has this wonderful energy that i cant explain. i also always think wow what if i never got hired at this place what if i never started to have feelings for this human what would my life be like?