so i was stupid enough to tell my dad about my promotion and now he's forcing me to take it (literally forcing me) and if i dont he's totally going to cut me off from everything, cut off my phone and refuse to acknowledge me in the family.
his reason is that its going to help me but everyone i've asked said its not worth it and its way too much time so how the fuck am i supposed to be focused on school if im working 40 hours a week~!!!!! JESUS CHRIST I CAN NEVER WIN IN THIS LIFE I GIVE UP I WANT TO JUST DISAPPEAR  FROM THIS STUPID PLANET. i feel so worthless. I DONT NEED A REPEAT OF LAST SEMESTER WHERE I GOT NO SLEEP EVER AND I ENDED UP DROPPING TWO CLASSES. coming home at one having to be at school around 8 then after going to another class in which i often left early because i had to make it to work at 2 only to repeat the night before
i dont want this stupid job i dont want to move up i was planning to quit soon anyways fuck!!!! i need to get the fuck out of here. and ofcourse no one is answering their phones