i want to cry just thinking about my co workers leaving. i already cant deal working when they're not there i dont know how i'll do it when they're totally gone.
i really need to look/try to get a job at aa cause its becoming too much to deal with. i always say i need to quit and its true, its wayy to intense working at that store and i dont get paid enough for what i deal with but its just becoming more and more of a reality. theres just too many emotions right now and i need to relax and just breathe~ im at melissa's and im so happy. i love their apt so much and jorin just i wish good things could stay that way. im a bit emotionally overwhelmed right now so sorry if this whole entry doesnt make sense.  ughoisdhfoihaiogfhas is exactly how i feel, i just cant deal right now i cant and i dont want to and life is forcing me to aND iTS NOT COOOOL