will this cycle end will it change im always wondering

i really wish i could of seen this band when they played the echo

~sigh~ 

last night mikey and john came to visit me after work, i love when people visit me. especially at work since often times i feel so miserable there. i didnt go to school today, i came home late and didnt feel like driving out the santa monica. then i woke up with this awful pain in my chest, its the 2nd time its happened this week and im not sure what it is but i dont need another health issue to deal w/.i have work in a few hours then im off, i dont want to go home so maybe go eat but nothing is ever really open that late. ~_~ i've been writing more songs, writing more in my notebook just trying to put my feelings into writing so it doesnt bother me so much.  my life always feels like one giant day dream. theres a couple things going on friday, i was gonna go to this party but i might go support my friend at her show at pehr <3 <3 <3