before my eighteenth birthday all i could think about is the fear of growing up. i still think about it and although its not as bad as i thought it would be there are so many situations i was never prepared to deal with. i often think of all the childlike things i enjoy when im stressed. such as; putting endless clips in my hair, stickers on my binders, wearing un-matching socks, doodling all over my notes for class, and thinking of cooties as something that still exist whenever a boy touches me for whatever the reason is. i have work tomorrow at 7:30 which means i will be waking up at five. i should of already done laundry, i should of cleaned my room, i should of studied for school but i didnt do any of these. instead i chose the path of day dreaming about boys and browsed the internet until i stumbled up on this. i know exactly the kind of woman i want to become, one thats well educated, fights for animal rights, reads good literature and supports actual thrift stores that lurk in the low income cities of los angeles.
here's a couple of women that i look up/just are really badass who always are inspiring me in someway or another to be as true to myself as possible:
(the cast of Sex & the City)
(goddess jane birkin)
(claire boucher)
(bethany costentino)
(and ofcourse queen of comedy chelsea lately)
